Journal entry

Well, I am off antibiotics and going solo now! I am on a low fibre diet (aka no more than 5gm!), taking probiotics and Yakult . Drinking lots of water. Thinking happy thoughts....sometimes. Well, to be honest I am making a big effort to not think about much of anything now. Living in the moment, or being a blank canvas is my favourite option right now. Thoughts cause anxiety and I am exhausted with that. I get so tired as soon as I do anything though. So tired my body hurts.

My GP came back from holidays and tried to phone the surgeon to see if I can get an appointment sooner than end of March, but now the surgeon is on holidays until late next week, and it has to be a doctor to doctor appeal. GP has written it in her diary for next Thursday and so will call again and get back to me. The receptionist hinted that I should be able to get in sooner rather than later.

I just want to get things sorted out and back to healthy ... whatever healthy is!